I dreamt it in my dreams

so a quick update that i would to like make. i had the thought of this after i woke up from my afternoon nap that i did almost everyday. while tutorial classes are still not on yet, so better fill something in my afternoon than nothing.

yes, my dream was once to further my study abroad. somewhere specifically in Australia. i have always been so fascinated by that particular country with so many reasons. one of it is the weather. the almost like a perfect four seasons country compared with other countries in the world. and now that i have mentioned about studies, the universities provided advance learning for the students which makes that another point of going there.

although, dreams stayed as that. nothing much i can do except, well.. what else than dreaming hey? i found few lists of top universities in there such as Australian National University, University of Melbourne, University of Western Australia, University of Sydney, etc et etc.

which placed me to my desk and re-plan my life in my blue print once again.

i thought, maybe i can finish my foundation as well as further my Bachelor in Malaysia, hopefully same place as i am now which is in University Malaya and maybe take my Ar. (Professional certificate), then with few consideration here and there, i would most probably want to continue my Master level in Australia. yes, Australia baby. scholarships and everything will be definitely be in my to-have list after that.

and to even thought of talking about these in my blog have make me feel enpower again. to, you know, pursue my goal.. at least there is a reason for me to study.. besides my family, it is perhaps this one.

and at least, there is something i can write on a piece of paper which written as "My goal in few years later: (_____fill in the blank_____)"

InsyaAllah.

you cute little thing you

i found theeeessseee remarkable orgasmic pictures of kittens and dogs in http://www.ffffound.com/ . at first i told myself not to copied this photos just to use it in a new post but then i did! too much to bare of the cuteness so i should flag this images or something. haihh. now i wish i can have a dog

we live our lifes as dickheads!

so beside boredomness, the seniors were there too! celebrating their after exams moments! kak huda, nik and another senior which i dont know her name (sorry:( ) were there that have kindly offered us to sat with them but we didnt. malu lah hehe :P

Ac: "Are you going to finish that burger?"

Me: "Yes(?)"

Ac: "Oh (sighed)"

haha joking okay!
(sorry but i (ter)saved the picture with 70% of quality) -.-
*

sooooooo yet another day of going out, seems that i have started to balanced out between the amount of going to class and to Midvalley which now almost equally the same. more or less haha. hm but this time we went to a midnight movie. as usual, it was my call because Narnia was out that niggghhhhtttt! well yes, i typed a lot of 'g', 'h', and 't' letters because i am excited about it. i mean i was excited. that night was the premier day i suppose so mind the full seats that are bought so we got,i think the first three front row. yes, it is that hectic! and AC was excited too! giggling giggling. so as the time still awaits us to watch the movie, still have about few more hours, again i did the call to do something to kill our time. McDonald came to my mind so we went and eat there. not that we were hungry, just try to find a place to stay while waiting the movie to start. eating eating eating eating then finally finished. didnt know what to do then came across to my mind of doing an animation. you know like we did in our Final Project last year like a stop-motion animation?! know, no? know, no? well nevermind. so we did!! (gosh of course,where am i going with this?) and it was all because we were having too much of excitement for that one particular movie which was The Chronicles of Narnia. was happy about it cz we did the turn and everything, damn we flaaih. flaaih haihh momma! haha. enjoy hehe

ops sorry! i should tell you people how was the movie, it wasssss (excitingg)... average -.- i mean,Harry Potter movie has gave me a higher standard of quality in terms of the cinematography so that makes me compare the obvious differences. but over all, movie was quite okay. watch-able, not that i need to do anything else like stand up or pay extra charge to watch the movie so i guess my eyes doesnt hurt much. perhaps because of the 3D (maybe) i dont know cz i thought the effects gave me weird sense of feeling towards the movie. it was real but tooooo much of 3D that it made the movie looks like its not edited at all, very raw. and (well actually) but!!!! all the weird weird creatures were superbly digitalized (as everything else does) that it got me believed if it was real or not. i give the rating as much as 3/5*. Harry Potter is 4 and a half/5*. okay?

The Incomparable

so i thought i could use some new post since i am flying with freedom in my free time now! so i did went out to Midvalley with syafiq the other day (i've visited that place, i think more than visiting my books to study), just for.. nothing basically. but good thing iv captured some incomparable shots i can ever imagine! i mean, im starting to savor the natural lights that offers me with good quality photographs and persuading me to take pictures. and i am thinking of finding more places that is filled with natural lights! god. *giggles* anyways, didnt just went out and did nothing. i went to a place. probably if she's reading this, she would know. i bought a new sketchbook. not for me but for ac. thought i could give her a brand new one since the old one has already finished! she is quite of a sketcher so i bought the thicker one which doesnt really matter if it costs me much. glad she was happy with it *smiley face smiley face* and best of all, iv bought cute little pieces of sticky dolls. christmas theme! i grabbed one plastic that is full with it that only cost me $5! wow man thats pretty cheap considering its holiday season!

oh i like this one! i forced him to do that pose and he did! good job syafiq, see how it turns out!
syafiq caught the moment i was eating red handed!

nak beli ke tak nak beli ke tak nak beli ke tak. BELI!

like!

this face is saying,"you know what syafiq, why dont you take photos of me instead of taking yours first? i need some new display picture in my facebook too" haha

haha. uhhh -.-

aw! those big teddies! bigger than myself of course! iv taken photos of it in my phone when i was out here with AC but decided to bring my camera the next time i went out to Midvalley. really cute! All hail to the designer of the place!

if you see carefully, this photo is more disturbing than disturbing. see closer and observe the higher part in the left side. the huge doll stares at you and saying,"are you taking pictures of me hey?" *goosebumps

haha, i think you should see it properly. more thoroughly now. that scares me! youch

HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

x

see what i have found in the old stash

one of the few picture i have taken myself as a rememberance when it was still a few more classes before the end of the first semester. ini untuk orang yang gila! i love them. my coursemates
and maisarah's long lost editorial snapshot that i insisted her to pose for me haha

mini update

so a quick update i want to make before heading myself to tha toilet! yes i am done with classes and shits like that for today so i thought i should reward myself with a new post in my blog. today was exhausting. yeah really, i had too much of overtiredness that only one thing i hope to reduce this malfunctioness is by filling up my sketchbook. which i did! i hope i have the guts to show it here but maybe when i really want to okay. and i found few cool quotes in Liana/Lenna's tumblr, the link http://lianahmad.tumblr.com/ . and since i mentioned her,it has been a while since we've talked. i wonder how she is now :o

and enjoy the video i found when i was browsing my friend's page in fb. for that matter,iv been repeating this song today for about 2943128982357th time in my mp4. its stupidity filled with appropriateness. x

to live your life,does not mean you have to party hard or being an alcoholic.. or maybe you can

so today is Tuesday which is yet another day of going to the faculty. basically we did went to faculty in the previous weeks so it wasnt much a surprise to have our classes attended there with Miss Anum.

so the impression i gave towards finding myself within the Art class today was quite unusually perplexing. i mean,i have been waiting for my life to attend this class and already feeling lost hope and giving up,the first day has been accelerated so much phases with pressure.

we had to drew some simple sketches based on our observation. so in the Lecture hall we gotta sketch out few illustrations of a stapler or a knife from different angles. i have to say, i hate whoever invented that thing. makes my life miserable!

next was in Exhibition Hall A when we all has given a task to drew out some sketches of chairs. i did find my way of drawing was completely difficult considering i didnt followed the supposed rules with the boxes and everything,so i could live with the fact that i was wrong not that i have suddenly lost my talent.

and perhaps now that i am partially prepared with the dont-take-granted-for-art situation, i might as well will do some more sketchings to improve more and do less procrastination.

most importantly maybe tonight i'll be spending sometime alone with my lecture notes or maybe do some more drawings or maybe watch a movie or maybe just do it all tonight as guiding myself to be an efficient person! well this has been a bit formal in a way but whatever. lets live the life without alcohol and some more TRIXes! haha

dont think about it

"A man that born with talent and passion like you will always have a chance"-came from my good friend,Paul Nickson

standard lens

lightings we found in The Garden, Midvalley. looks like the bokeh lightings are falling. so breath-taking. catch it catch it

i captured this
and ac captured this one

americanized

smile your biggest smile macik!

hers.i think she called it as Japanese noodle or something. i forgot
mine. It's Chicken Cordon Blue. mhm yummy!
thats azeem.

so i have met Nur Khairani Bt Mohd Hariri in Sunway Pyramid the other day. the last time we've met was in National Service. too bad she only had a week or so to be in there but it was nice to know that we have the same passion in paintings etc. so thank god i can meet her for another time cz i have been missing her for some times! we have to play bowling some more next time cz u always letting me win macik haha. and for the food u have suggested to me in Secret Recipe, thanks but i'll do my best to finish it up next time. i got bored too fast too soon before the food was even finished. so blame my hypereactive disease for it.. she drove me back all the way to University Malaya and that day felt so fast,i think we had a blast! x

lets celebrate positivity

let us pamper ourselves by looking at this gorgeous after taste image that i have taken last night in cafe. for your answer, yes i have finished painted AC's portrait and it is basically felt like pure satisfaction similarly like having your Teh ais. i took all the time i had on sunday filling my content feeling by doing this recreation. yet another successful work. and i have done this using Soft pastel,me and Ac bought in Sunway last Saturday. while it might not look like one of those from a Da Vincci's work but it felt so good after knowing at least i have something so valuable to keep. soo..
these are my new next assignment!

the dearth or nonexistence of yours can sometimes be cosset by a rêve that has once proposed you with its intermittent

The Science of Sleep

This is just so disturbing. so if it wouldnt be awakening to me that much,probably i wont have this post. its stated as 2.49 am in my laptop timer but i said its just some numbers represent the power of day and night that would offer us in each ticking seconds with its brilliant intricate images morphing from reverie of idealism into veracity.

yes. i am disturbed. its just the amount of force of negativity surrounds me stops me from going anywhere. people smile their fake smiles. people talk their dirty talks. but some said,it was just some murmuring voices crawling onto you. creepling to your suppression. from what you once called your initiation.

i just have the feelings. the feelings. the sense. the sense of uncomfortableness. the uncomfortableness. that makes me feel like i am being at my contradictory.

i cant do happy songs anymore. im just saying. and yes people do discriminate people. nobody's ever going to live in a fair life. each and every souls are so vulnerable with deep killing thoughts, murderously perilous than that we had in our dreams. our nightmares. your lurid.

people dont spread love anymore.

just hatred.

most of it.

human being.

you are just pathetic useless organisms that are living in the creation of God making fool and mocks of Him.

each telling yourselves lies that reborn in each industralized way of life you have been living underneath.

we are underneath.

douleur et le chagrin

go back and sleep. you're just dreaming. whispering whispering whispering

say what?

So basically..

here how it goes..

read my lips..

I GOT INTO DESIGN!

alhamdulillah

firstly thank god, my parents, to my friends, huda, nik that gave us that much of exposure and advices and everybody that has expected me getting into design. here you go people for the thumb's up!

earth as sphere

look at what have AC made, i stole this. she didnt make one for me ): haha

and another monday morning agony

during this monday is no ordinary monday morning like i always had before in my life,because iv updated my blog once again this morning. not much to talk about except for the fact that today's the first class for the opening 2nd semester. today is the day. today is the day i will know either i get into design or eitherwise. let us all pray that i get in. bored bored bored as hell as i woke up early today im not even sure why. blame the anxiousness and the curiousity for it or maybe because i slept early last night or maybe not. hmm

this is how i look like when im annoyed. that smirked on my face doesnt really tell you that im okay. i just want to fucking go home. haha
maybe you eat spinach for breakfast but besides pictures i eat T.R.I.X,the best cereals crunchie!

oh some leftover orange juice, want some?

my part time activity. finding the words out of these probably could give me some hint of what i should do in my life.

and i forgot, just letting you know, iv taken my MUET exam the other day back in old school. i was sorta all by myself without anyone that i knew but doesnt matter at least it was held back in sabah. anyway for those who doesnt know what's muet,it is the Malaysian University English Test that is compulsary for those who wants to get into Bachelor (Hons) level the next year. its part of the qualification. and how did i do in it? i did okay. i like the writing part. and the reading was utter tediousness. but its okay. lets hope that i'll get at least band 4 okay.

bye

works in progress

i dont promise anything about uploading my newest and latest works in progress but i feel like posting these not-yet-finish paintings. it all started when me and AC found the price of each of these blocks which not costy at all in Art Friend,The Garden, i grab a couple and exhanged it to her as i asked her to draw a portrait as i do a portrait of hers. but still not done yet cz iv been busy doing my parents portrait. perhaps i'll do it when i have spare times. although when i said that, no time really is available but i know i'll finish this somehow! hehe. and and please give me your truest and honest opinion. considering im not much of a Picasso or Da vinci so please dont be harsh on my artworks. im trying my best to make it as realistic and nice as i can. hehe. enjoy

god there's really something going on my dad's face. seesh

a girl that born from the lens

meet my new found good friend all the way from Singapore, holy land i would do anything just to go there! her name is Ladanse Nadine. met her in facebook. one of the photography enthusiast. she makes me feel like blogging again. thanks hehe. hello im your big fan of your creations! :)

trying to forget the past and sleep in sleep in sleep in

lets now talk about my new romoured soulmate/s. well i just feel like i need to have more entries to make it up to my blog since i didnt update my blog hell long, long enough for me to have my 1st semester's finished. fuhh what a lazy ass. well before that, i need to apologise bcse this might be one the few days that im sooo into updating my blog but im not sure days to come. will keep up this over flowing inspirations. talk about inspirations. i want you people to know here are the few persons i would call as friends. true visionary and missionary, they are undoubtedly smart as much as their appearances are. always being so supportive, appreciative about life. not to mention knowing almost everything, i can almost ask everything and get my answers. but mostly about studies though haha. thank you for being not much of pain in the ass guys.

as you know, finding friends are like searching on Manhunt without having much of gay guys in the contest or finding a needle in the haystack. i'll say, lets go through 2nd sem together guys and enter Architecure as one the few lucky ones back in UM togetha! love love love a thousand loves.

this is maisarah, dia ada boyfriend nama dia chal haha
bringing in my most most craziest and ever so amusing doll i have ever met in my life. my long lost siamese twins,ONEY BENONEY!

and last but not least, Siti Aisyah Rosni. she's talented. and when i mentioned talented means she is the fucking most talented woman iv ever met. she's always be the go-to girl if any about anything.

xo loves