it was up until..

thought it was going to be a regular boring lacklustre Sunday, up until i saw this outside from my room balcony. a pungent and overpowering smell came out of nowhere and as i turned myself to go back into my room and closed the door, my room had quarterly filled with this eerie poisonous and lethal gases. it was the mosquito sprays that they irregularly did on such a sudden case.

few minutes later, my used-to-be dusty and only filled with empty clear atmosphere inside my room, now had morphed to its indubitably and irrefutably, gaseous greyish state that not only makes me feel dizzy with its disturbing smell but also the sound, the buzzing machine sounds that came both to my ears, and i think it came from each annoying,perky angles from downstairs. breathed inside my shirt as i tried to stay animated, my effort only put me in a place where i fell in such a suffocating air. my throat was filled with tiny little molecular particles, scratches and finally teared down inch by inch of my inside skin.

yet then, it was closed to a torturous 30 minutes developed to a wandrous and phenomenal moments. i was then, passed out again. drowned into such dreams. imagination. after i woke up again, thought everything was surreal. hit me by a joyous laughter. and then went downstairs and ate with my friends. and the air, came to its original,fresh context.

"we gotta rush back home, so we went to the zoo"

after days killed by loads of bullshits and paperworks, it has came to the day we've all been waiting for, which is a day-off. it was Awal Muharam last tuesday so we've all gotten a public holiday for it! since we barely went out with Mai, she came up with the idea of going to Taman Melawati to check out the artshops there. after all, it is holiday so sadly most of the shops are closed except the car workshops petshop etc. and delievered to her brilliant mind, Mai asked us to go to the zoo. was excited to heard that since the only thing we got from Tmn Melawati was nothing, we decided to have a small walk till we reached to a cab and we did. therefore, cab drove us all the way from Taman Melawati to the National Zoo which was nearby. day went out great, got the chance to meet up the "relatives" and all. pictures are taken where ever we go, whenever we go. we only have to paid $60, cool since it wasnt out of my budget. and AC did a sketch of my-so-called stork birds haha. and ate a little snack from the stall, hadnt got a proper lunch that time but doesnt matter. everything was worth being hungry of. and before it was dark, we already got ourselves back to college. and spent the night, i think, with sleeping cz of the tiredness. so enjoy!

she was from Venus

why, hello again dear spacious electronic page that makes my life written and verbalized with words, now that i have mentioned, beautiful words. thats quite an introduction hey. so lets cut the chase off. i did a sketch. pretty obvious considering with the picture below. hm i did a sketch of a girl named Samantha Natasha Miles. a friend, a charmer. http://wordsofsamanthamiles.blogspot.com / i know i know, you all can see that but i still insist to tell you people that she is Samantha. did it because i thought her face complexion was so beautiful that i think it might be NO challange of doing so but yes, iv gone through some rough minutes, rubbing, no i mean, erasing (sounds a little pervet-ish) here and there, left to right. getting every single parts of her face positionized well enough as possible as i can to make it as much as HERSERLF. so i do agree to a point that the sketch i have made was, lets say.. 70% accuracy in terms of similarity with her face, so i tried my best to make it looked like her, dont be rough on the comments people hehe.

seriously, i shouldnt placed this image right below the sketch because you might see the obvious differences between both of the images. anyhow, enjoy!

I dreamt it in my dreams

so a quick update that i would to like make. i had the thought of this after i woke up from my afternoon nap that i did almost everyday. while tutorial classes are still not on yet, so better fill something in my afternoon than nothing.

yes, my dream was once to further my study abroad. somewhere specifically in Australia. i have always been so fascinated by that particular country with so many reasons. one of it is the weather. the almost like a perfect four seasons country compared with other countries in the world. and now that i have mentioned about studies, the universities provided advance learning for the students which makes that another point of going there.

although, dreams stayed as that. nothing much i can do except, well.. what else than dreaming hey? i found few lists of top universities in there such as Australian National University, University of Melbourne, University of Western Australia, University of Sydney, etc et etc.

which placed me to my desk and re-plan my life in my blue print once again.

i thought, maybe i can finish my foundation as well as further my Bachelor in Malaysia, hopefully same place as i am now which is in University Malaya and maybe take my Ar. (Professional certificate), then with few consideration here and there, i would most probably want to continue my Master level in Australia. yes, Australia baby. scholarships and everything will be definitely be in my to-have list after that.

and to even thought of talking about these in my blog have make me feel enpower again. to, you know, pursue my goal.. at least there is a reason for me to study.. besides my family, it is perhaps this one.

and at least, there is something i can write on a piece of paper which written as "My goal in few years later: (_____fill in the blank_____)"

InsyaAllah.

you cute little thing you

i found theeeessseee remarkable orgasmic pictures of kittens and dogs in http://www.ffffound.com/ . at first i told myself not to copied this photos just to use it in a new post but then i did! too much to bare of the cuteness so i should flag this images or something. haihh. now i wish i can have a dog

we live our lifes as dickheads!

so beside boredomness, the seniors were there too! celebrating their after exams moments! kak huda, nik and another senior which i dont know her name (sorry:( ) were there that have kindly offered us to sat with them but we didnt. malu lah hehe :P

Ac: "Are you going to finish that burger?"

Me: "Yes(?)"

Ac: "Oh (sighed)"

haha joking okay!
(sorry but i (ter)saved the picture with 70% of quality) -.-
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sooooooo yet another day of going out, seems that i have started to balanced out between the amount of going to class and to Midvalley which now almost equally the same. more or less haha. hm but this time we went to a midnight movie. as usual, it was my call because Narnia was out that niggghhhhtttt! well yes, i typed a lot of 'g', 'h', and 't' letters because i am excited about it. i mean i was excited. that night was the premier day i suppose so mind the full seats that are bought so we got,i think the first three front row. yes, it is that hectic! and AC was excited too! giggling giggling. so as the time still awaits us to watch the movie, still have about few more hours, again i did the call to do something to kill our time. McDonald came to my mind so we went and eat there. not that we were hungry, just try to find a place to stay while waiting the movie to start. eating eating eating eating then finally finished. didnt know what to do then came across to my mind of doing an animation. you know like we did in our Final Project last year like a stop-motion animation?! know, no? know, no? well nevermind. so we did!! (gosh of course,where am i going with this?) and it was all because we were having too much of excitement for that one particular movie which was The Chronicles of Narnia. was happy about it cz we did the turn and everything, damn we flaaih. flaaih haihh momma! haha. enjoy hehe

ops sorry! i should tell you people how was the movie, it wasssss (excitingg)... average -.- i mean,Harry Potter movie has gave me a higher standard of quality in terms of the cinematography so that makes me compare the obvious differences. but over all, movie was quite okay. watch-able, not that i need to do anything else like stand up or pay extra charge to watch the movie so i guess my eyes doesnt hurt much. perhaps because of the 3D (maybe) i dont know cz i thought the effects gave me weird sense of feeling towards the movie. it was real but tooooo much of 3D that it made the movie looks like its not edited at all, very raw. and (well actually) but!!!! all the weird weird creatures were superbly digitalized (as everything else does) that it got me believed if it was real or not. i give the rating as much as 3/5*. Harry Potter is 4 and a half/5*. okay?

The Incomparable

so i thought i could use some new post since i am flying with freedom in my free time now! so i did went out to Midvalley with syafiq the other day (i've visited that place, i think more than visiting my books to study), just for.. nothing basically. but good thing iv captured some incomparable shots i can ever imagine! i mean, im starting to savor the natural lights that offers me with good quality photographs and persuading me to take pictures. and i am thinking of finding more places that is filled with natural lights! god. *giggles* anyways, didnt just went out and did nothing. i went to a place. probably if she's reading this, she would know. i bought a new sketchbook. not for me but for ac. thought i could give her a brand new one since the old one has already finished! she is quite of a sketcher so i bought the thicker one which doesnt really matter if it costs me much. glad she was happy with it *smiley face smiley face* and best of all, iv bought cute little pieces of sticky dolls. christmas theme! i grabbed one plastic that is full with it that only cost me $5! wow man thats pretty cheap considering its holiday season!

oh i like this one! i forced him to do that pose and he did! good job syafiq, see how it turns out!
syafiq caught the moment i was eating red handed!

nak beli ke tak nak beli ke tak nak beli ke tak. BELI!

like!

this face is saying,"you know what syafiq, why dont you take photos of me instead of taking yours first? i need some new display picture in my facebook too" haha

haha. uhhh -.-

aw! those big teddies! bigger than myself of course! iv taken photos of it in my phone when i was out here with AC but decided to bring my camera the next time i went out to Midvalley. really cute! All hail to the designer of the place!

if you see carefully, this photo is more disturbing than disturbing. see closer and observe the higher part in the left side. the huge doll stares at you and saying,"are you taking pictures of me hey?" *goosebumps

haha, i think you should see it properly. more thoroughly now. that scares me! youch

HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

x

see what i have found in the old stash

one of the few picture i have taken myself as a rememberance when it was still a few more classes before the end of the first semester. ini untuk orang yang gila! i love them. my coursemates
and maisarah's long lost editorial snapshot that i insisted her to pose for me haha

mini update

so a quick update i want to make before heading myself to tha toilet! yes i am done with classes and shits like that for today so i thought i should reward myself with a new post in my blog. today was exhausting. yeah really, i had too much of overtiredness that only one thing i hope to reduce this malfunctioness is by filling up my sketchbook. which i did! i hope i have the guts to show it here but maybe when i really want to okay. and i found few cool quotes in Liana/Lenna's tumblr, the link http://lianahmad.tumblr.com/ . and since i mentioned her,it has been a while since we've talked. i wonder how she is now :o

and enjoy the video i found when i was browsing my friend's page in fb. for that matter,iv been repeating this song today for about 2943128982357th time in my mp4. its stupidity filled with appropriateness. x